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sᴇʙᴀsᴛɪᴀɴ ᴠᴀᴇʟ ([personal profile] disheir) wrote2025-08-16 06:03 am

( OPEN RP )


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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-08-17 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
"Don't think I can find all ypur lost knick-knacks as quickly- I was just at a good angle to see it." Cullen says, happy to admit that there was no tricks or specialist skills. He stands up, dusts off his hands and watches Sebastian make his final preparations.

"I don't want to imagine." Cullen says with a little wrinkle of his nose as Sebastian describes so many women in his bed. Not something he really wants to think about, too reminiscent of what Templars would do with mages for him to utterly like the idea, and truthfully he's far too monogamous to want that. It makes him feel slightly uncomfortable, although when he thinks of just Sebastian in a bed, a lot of that distaste instantly disappears.

He isn't going to dwell on that.

Instead its much better to focus on the competitions they will both take part in later, and he hopes Sebastian is as good as his word and will recover. He's seen the man shoot before of course, but its different in a tourney. His expression softens and he joins Sebastian in heading towards the door, patting him on the shoulder.

"I know you will. You're a fine archer. You'll be even better with breakfast in you and that hangover at bay."
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-08-19 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
"I can honestly say in the whole of Thedas, I've never met someone like you." Cullen chuckles as Sebastian laments the various places his clothes have ended up. It makes him think of Sara, her pranks and japes, how things would go missing when she was around. She'd probably love to hide a prince's clothes where he couldn't find them.

It seems just the sort of thing her Red Jenny friends and her would do.

As for being a younger man, Cullen knows he's much better off now. No more lyrium. No more Templar lies. No more Circles. But he had never been a drinker.

"Tourney season doesn't somehow make you a decade older. Or your hangovers instantly better." He points out, but Sebastian enjoys himself. He's not like Cullen, but thats okay.

"A bath here, or back in ypur actual lodgings? Where are you staying?" He asks curiously, and then. "Well you are getting older now. There's probably youngsters better than you..." yes he's teasing. But Sebastian did bring up age first.

"I already paid for the room. You just need to pay for the food." Cullen adds, just so there's no confusion on that part. "Only seemed right to pay before I unlocked you." He offers the innkeeper back the key to the room, with a murmur of thanks.
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-08-26 11:31 am (UTC)(link)
"Good, it was intended to be one." Cullen says, more gently and kindly, because Sebastian does not deserve to be mocked. Teased, yes, but he certainly doesn't intend to make the other man feel in any way demoralised. Prince or pauper, chantry brother or Dalish Keeper, there is no reason to knock his spirits down.

"I've certainly seen spme things during Tourney season I'd never expect to normally." Cullen is not a man born and bred in the Marches, but he knows from his time in Kirkwall how joyous the celebrations could be. And how messy. Still, life is hard especially in recent decades, and any cause for celebration is a good one.

"Both, I shoukd think. The lack of it for some time, and your advancing years." Again, teasing. He pats Sebastian on the shoulder, giving him a soft smile. "I'm glad you enjoy it. And I look forward to seeing your victory."

As for himself, he shrugs, broad shoulders moving expressively, the feathers and fur of his mantle catching the light. "At some point the cubs will start winning. It means theyve leant well. It might mean I can retire."

As for food and lodgings, Cullen simply shakes his head. "It doesn't matter. Let's eat shall we? Your head must be ringing." And as he speaks he pours a cup of dark coffee and passes it towards the other man. "Its hardly elfroot, but I think it will help."
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This went straight into my Cullen folder and I totally missed it :(

[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-09-24 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
"It's amazing how cruel people can be while condemning cruelty in others. But none of us is perfect. Just know I would never mean to insult you." Cullen replies, placing a gentle hand on Sebastian's shoulder. Despite how much the other man seems to smile and laugh, Cullen can see the sadness in his eyes. Most people are carrying hurts that won't heal, but if those hurts can be avoided, why wouldn't you?

"I have seen it often enough to know how true that is." Cullen agrees when Sebastian talks about how rowdy his people can be, but it brings a little smile to Cullen’s lips as they settle down to breakfast and he reaches for the potatoes just as Sebastian mentions potatoes and laughs loudly at himself.

"What can I say? Of all the things you can dig out of the ground, I'd rather have potatoes instead of gold. However, if you'd like to visit Ferelden, I'm sure the king and queen would welcome you. I've had the pleasure of meeting them once or twice."

He adds a few more things to his plate: an egg, two sausages, and some bread, all the while listening to Sebastian's thoughts on the tourney.

"Archery from horseback sounds a challenging art- I take it that you can do it?" As much as Cullen likes horses, and he knows how to ride, taking them into battle has never appealed to him. It's already chaotic enough without adding hooves.

"I'd rather retire sooner than not, all the same. War is a young man's game and... my priorities have shifted." Now he has a son to look after. But he makes no mention of Fabian, although he will have to go collect the boy soon enough.

"To my missing Prince. Let's hope you can stay out of trouble the rest of the day, shall we?" Cullen smiles as he picks up his tea, gently knocking it against Sebastian's mug.
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-10-02 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"People are complicated creatures," Cullen says slowly. "Capable of good and evil and a lot in between. And both, sometimes at the same time. I don't think that any of us think of our actions as bad at the time... It's only afterwards we realise." He speaks of his own past, his actions in both Kinloch Hold and Kirkwall. He doesn't know if his time at the Inquisition is enough to temper the harm he's caused. He can only hope to continue actively doing good.

He takes a bite or two, his eyes gentle as they look at Sebastian, watching him unwind a little bit as he eats and drinks. Hopefully, his night of merriment won't do any lasting damage.

"There's not really space in Skyhold to grow potatoes. And the ground is frozen for too much of the year. But I grew up helping on the farms around the village. Before I left for my Templar training." He explains. "Maybe I'll add it to the things I'll do in my retirement."

As for writing to the king and queen, Cullen nods. "You should. Don't lose touch with friends if you can help it."

He sits up at the description of horseback archery, taking a bite of toast and chewing happily. "I imagine it takes a great bond between horse and rider to do it in the heat of battle. A lot of control of both knee and thigh." He says, feeling a slight warmth begin creeping up his neck, but he does his best to steer his thoughts away from what Sebastian's thighs may be like.

"Not wooing. By Andraste's tears, no. That's a young man's game." He's passed all that now. He never expected to find love, and as nice as it would be... well. He has too many things to worry about.

"What they don't know can't harm them." Cullen murmurs, smiling too and meeting Sebastian's eyes. "I'd like it if you could. For me?"
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-10-15 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Cullen gives the young monarch a look, scarred lip tilted into an amused and lopsided line, and he shakes his head.

"There's no right or wrong answer on the nature of people. You're welcome to your own thoughts on the matter, you should have your own thoughts." They've had different life experiences and met different people. While there has been some overlap in those experiences and people, they still see things differently.

He offers a softer smile, one that is more apologetic. "I'm not always right. No one is. And I didn't mean to say I thought you were wrong."

Cullen is glad they can move on to happier topics, such as a comfortable and happy retirement. "Potatoes, peas, apples, and Mabari." He jokes as they eat, "It's what I hoped I could have if I got through the Inquisition. That looks more likely than not, now."

He watches Sebastian and the shadow that passes across his face, clearly wishing his own path wasn't plotted out for him. Cullen leans forward, hunching broad shoulders over the table and lowering his voice, just for Sebastian.

"I used to think there was nothing for me beyond service to the Templars. I had been content with that. But that isn't how things turned out, because I chose differently. I know you think you do not have any other options, Sebastian, but fates are not fixed."

The other man was still young enough for things to change, for him to do with his life whatever he willed.

"And should you come to Ferelden." Cullen says at normal volume and leans back into a more comfortable position for eating, "We have magnificent horses, too. We could go riding, if you happen to be near Honnleath." That would be nice. To see an old friend, to go for a ride.

As for the flirting, Vullen goes bright red. He's never been able to handle this sort of thing, never really having been exposed to it, and he turns his head away too, trying to think of anything but the charming young ruler in front of him.

"I... thank you. On both counts. I. Yes." He flusters, still not recovered even once Sebastian says he will behave.
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-10-24 09:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Too many people think being a leader grants you happiness and freedom, and the truth can be very different for those who truly do it well." He muses, having seen it both in the Inquisitor and in Meredith up close. "But it shouldn't be forever, and it shouldn't be at the cost of your happiness."

That is his belief, anyway.

Cullen smiles, glad they weren't at loggerheads on that, and he can't help but think that gentle smile suits Sebastian - until, of course, it seems to fade away. Whatever he is thinking of, Cullen doesn't know exactly. He had dealings with Hawke and their entourage, but was never amongst them; he only knew something of those complex relationships.

He reaches towards with an empty hand and gently squeezes Sebastian's wrist. "It's in the past. You can go forward now."

Sometimes it helps to remember that.

"What else could you do? Whatever you wanted. Others could lead. Set up democracy." Cullen is not a politician, but the idea of representation rather than a born leader has always held its appeal. That way, no one is forced into something unless they want to do it. That way, people can have a genuine say. But he shrugs, the mantle on his shoulders moving like a sleeping creature turning in its dreams. "This probably isn't the sort of conversation that will help your hangover."

As for himself... he smiles again. He is happy. It is a rare occurrence, but it has become more common recently. "You know, I think I am happy."

Cullen nods, "I think if you visited, our King and Queen might want to host you. But if you did get a tour of the land, I would be very happy to see you. And accompany you." Although that might be tricky, as he doesn't actually have any status per se. He's just Commander of the Inquisition.

"Honnleath was the village I grew up in. It was destroyed in the Blight, but people have started to go back. Its in the foothills of the Frostbacks, people used to stop there on the way to Redcliffe or on route to Haven. I've got some land there, what used to be my parents' farm."
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-11-05 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"Nothing has to be forecer unless ypu want it to be." Cullen says softly, but he knows this topic weighs heavy on Sebastian's shoulders and that isn't fair. Sometimes the choice is too hard to make. Sometimes it's impossible to make until the roght circumstances come along. But he will support the other man with friendship and good humour as best he can through his tribulations and his heartbreak.

Especially those regarding what happened at Kirkwall. Cullen's own scars, emotional, mental as well as physical all remain. Some have faded with time, others... less so. He squeezes Sebastian's hand again at the mention of the chantry. The Reverend Mother and the chantry sisters were not friends, but Cullen was a religious man, a Templar in the service of Andraste, and he had attended that Chantry as often as he could, several times a week, as far as his duties allowed. What had happened should never had happened, it still made him livid-

-But what was done could not be undone. All they could do was fix the problems that led to it. Andraste didn't want them to all be at each other's throats if peace was achievable. That's what his job was now- helping find a route to peace, and putting warriors in the way of war.

Sebastian's blessings mean a lot, and Cullen laughs a little embarrassed at how touched he is by them. "Thank you. I hope that happiness finds you too, in every day of your life from here on out."

Oh that grin, as asymmetrical as it is, charms him. Cullen can't resist beaming back, nodding along as Sebastian sets out hos feelings.

"You're very much right. Spend too much time amongst the nobles and ypu forget what life is like for the majority. I know balance is important- and a royal visitor needs to at least see other monarchs and talk business with them but... well. Consider this an open invotation. You'll be welcome in Honneath."

They finish the meal at about the same time and out of long practise Cullen starts piling plates together neatly so they are easy to carry out for washing up. Then he gets to his feet.

"It's the people that make it. The place is beautiful, but truly? As long as there's friends and family about, I don't mind what the views are like. Now, speaking of people, lets go get you ready for this tourney, shall we?'
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-11-23 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
The insistent tug on his hand as they walk through the fair is something now very familiar to Cullen. Fabian doesn't even need to say Up! anymore, he has his father well trained, because Cullen is scooping the boy up and settling him on his shoulders without a further word or gesture.

"Can you see better up there, little man?" Cullen asks, and Fabian wriggles happily, heels kicking against his father's chest as the head on towards the font of the tourney grounds. Prince Sebastian is there already, a handsome figure in his Vael-tartan, looking more like royalty than he did earlier that morning.

"Who?" Fabian asks, as Sebastian comes forwards and the cheering and conversation ebb.

"That's the Prince. He rules here. Do you remember we talked about that?"

Fabian makes a noise that indicates he does- and proceeds to join in the cheering and laighing along with the rest of the crowd even if Cullen isn't entirely sure the little blond boy doesn't entirely understand what is happening. But that's alright, he seems to be having fun anyway, leaning against Cullen’s head and putting his fingers into Cullen’s hair.

"Knights now?" He asks after the last of the cheering dies down, tone hopeful.

"Not just yet Fabian. Archery first. With bows and arrows? Like Aunt Leiana and Scout Harding?" He explains, moving with the crowd towards the butts, wondering if Sebastian will have time to come and see hin before the shoot- if he would even think to do so. He probably has much better things to do and more important people to see, but Cullen will aupport him anyway. "The knights will be later, I promise."
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-11-23 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Cullen smiles as Sebastian makes his way towards them. He wasn't expecting to see the Prince until after his competitions, but he finds himself more than pleased that Sebastian has taken the time to say hello. Especially as the archer seems to have a bright bounce in his step and no hint of the suffering he endured at breakfast.

"I gave you my word, didn't I? I wasn't about to miss out on seeing you shoot." He replies, unable to help himself stop beaming.

Fabian peers down at the prince from his perch, one hand offering a small, shy wave.

"This is Fabian, my son. Fabian, say hello properly please." Cullen says, feeling the little boy squirm and so he helps him down again, and although Fabian stays close to Cullen's side, holding his sleeve, he does offer Sebastian a little bow.

"Hello," the little boy says, shyly looking from Sebastian's face and crown, before he sees the bow, gasping excitedly. "You shoot?"
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-11-23 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"I wouldn't miss a chance to see you compete," Cullen reassures, and he means it. Getting to see someone doing something they love, something they work hard to do well? It's a joy. Sebastian is justly proud of his skill with a bow and Cullen feels like its a privilege to see- even if it is a privilege he's sharing with everyone else come to the tourney.

"Thank you Serah Sebastian." Fabian says after his manners are complimented, his voice a little song-song like it's something taught during his lessons.

"The Chantry Sisters are very good at teaching letters, numbers and good manners aren't they?" Cullen says and Fabian nods before Sebastian moves and begins to take off his bow.

The little boy's brown eyes go as big as dinner plates when the bow is held out, and for a moment he reaches out his hand and then stops, looking up at Sebastian with stars glittering in his eyes.

"Is it magic?"
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2025-12-06 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"My only expectation is that you enjoy yourself." Cullen laughs in gentle reply, his eyes fond as they look at Sebastian. There's nothing wrong in knowing your own ability, or being proud of the work you have put into a skill. The Prince of Starkhaven is extremely capable, and there's no doubt in Cullen's mind that he will preform very well in this competition. He's looking forward to seeing it.

The old Templar's hand rests lightly on his son's shoulder, giving him a little extra reassurance when Sebastian speaks to him, the boy looking very serious when he gets to touch the bow, as if it is a responsibility and an honour, as if he too is being blessed by a Reverand Mother for some great undertaking.

"I think Andraste will like watching you shoot!" He exclaims, unable to hold it in much longer, and Cullen can't help but chuckle with fondness.

"I think she will." He agrees, and meets Sebastian's eye as the Prince bows, returning it with a slight pinkness in his cheeks - a ruler of the city certainly has no need to bow to him, or his boy, but there's something to that gesture that warms Cullen from the inside out.

As Sebastian goes to line up with the other archers, Cullen scoops Fabian again, brings him back up to his shoulders so the little one gets the best view.

"Remember, we stay quiet before they shoot, because they need to focus. But once they have let loose the arrow, then we can cheer, alright? And we can cheer the loudest for the prince." He explains, and he feels Fabian nod, no doubt wearing that serious expression he is so familiar with across those round features.

That's when he notices Sebastian's face turned towards them, and he waves, then sees Sebastian wink in reply, and that heat rises in Cullen's cheeks once more.
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[personal profile] knightcommander 2026-02-05 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Cullen holds onto his little boy's legs, the boy cheering and clapping so excitedly from where he is perched on Cullen's shoulders, his father is momentarily worried he'll fall right off.

"How is the Prince doing?" He asks, and Fabian leans forward to rest his face against his father's hair.

"He hit it! One, two, three times!"

"That's very good. We'll have to ask him to show us, won't we?"

He feels Fabian nod into his hair, and then this part of the competition is over, and the crowd moves excitedly as the set up for the next part begins. Cullen doesn't expect Sebastian to come back to meet them, but he sees the Prince heading towards them and he can't help smile and move towards the edge of the crowd.

"A bit of healthy competition is good for you." Cullen says, "But you seem to be taking this in your stride." He really does make it look effortless. Cullen is a strong man, he has worn plate armour most of his life, he carries a sword and shield into battle. But he knows he couldn't pull back a bow string like Sebastian Vael.

"I was going to offer to get you something, but if you know what tourney food is the best, we will happily take the recommendation."